Hands and Aspects

I had watched just a couple of Robert Waggoner’s YouTube videos where he tells the story of how to how to look at your hands and tell yourself when you see them in a dream you will know that you are dreaming. I also heard his story about how sometimes the person behind you in dream represent something unresolved.

That night I looked at my hands for 5 minutes before going to bed telling myself I would see them in a dream and realize I am dreaming. As I woke up throughout the night I would again look at my hands and repeat the phrase before going back to bed. Then It happened I was dreaming that I was shoveling ice. I all of a sudden thought, ‘Wait a minute is this a dream?’

I got super excited, looked down at my hands, dropped the shovel and spun around and looked behind me. There was a young boy standing there he looked about 10 he had brown hair and brown eyes he was wearing a striped t shirt with brown, yellow, and orange stripes. I immediately asked him, ‘Who are you, and why are you here?’ 

He gave me no response. He just stared at me with an evil look in his eyes. I got extremely angry and began hitting him. I then pierced him through with a spear or javelin and said to him now go and be light. I continued dreaming after that but I completely lost lucidity.

When I woke up, I thought that he must have represented some evil aspect of myself and that I was destroying it.